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And all is numb... by fireflystarrs, literature

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And all is numb...

And I hold my breath and watch this all fade All my compassion drowned beneath the corpses of loved ones Like the steps ascending from my heart Beneath the autumn leaves upon the forest floor The pieces fall like a broken jigsaw Discarded away with every love letter, Every thing that's ever been said, Every feeling I've ever had No more passion, no more heartache No more happiness, no more love No more anything, only memories of great beauty, Great torment, a great emotion that left all the feelings in my heart One day I may feel love again, But my passion is lost The night sky has taken all my feelings And all is numb...

Adore her by fireflystarrs, literature

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Adore her

she cries so softly like once before tears part from her eyes onto her lips how she wishes this could be a loving kiss to bring her blackened heart to love she stands alone in pouring rain to wash away last traces of love and with every tear she saids she pushes cupid further away let her taste, let her feel she needs to be adored she needs to fall into loves lullaby a dream she had forgotten she spends her time facing her mirror silently wiping her tears away to be loved by a figure of beauty a vision in her mirror, would be all she needs to break this curse from her she can't remember what it's like to feel loved to feel wa

She must be loved by fireflystarrs, literature

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She must be loved

She stands alone Hoping for voices, hoping for warmth Searching for comfort Comfort within romantic arms She must be loved Her heart breaking As she dreams of the day She can hold loves hand And as she bleeds Her sorrow shown in scars Love should take this blade and turn it into petals And sing in harmony, a beauty in perfect words Let her stare into pleasant eyes Her life will not be over She must be loved She must be adored

Die Tonight by fireflystarrs, literature

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Die Tonight

A poison in my veins, running through my body My next heartbeat and I may fall If only I could sink into your arms, Then I'd let this poison take me Take me away, riding high above High above everything I've felt before Nothing could feel as right as this Maybe you'll remember me now Your hands clapsed in mine I won't let you die tonight But, if I could sacrifice myself For one moment in your arms I'd fall forever..

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embers and matches by fireflystarrs, literature

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embers and matches

my love, i stumble upon these matches i find in my hand but still i see the flames in the background i read the pages she wrote why does she still haunt me? i cant stay here...my love still echoes you and now, ive opened this envelope to find these new lit stories do i find love in the tears i shed, or the kisses you send? my eyes gaze into the open field as we sip blood red wine i see her there, holding our candle with a faint breeze can i banish the love my heart once bled i close my eyes and feel your hair my names (face is) erased i stencil your name into my heart as we walk into the night, beside sunsets of hope and lovin

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so close with distance by fireflystarrs, literature

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so close with distance

carry me away on your wings in silence we fly to the stars the clouds, wave hands of innocence roses form my scars i always wanted to feel this but my wings are torn i taste your blood, only to be left with my own carry me away on your wings in silence we fly to the stars now falling, falling - to the ground your eyes glow by candlelight only to see you fade away, fade away - into the distance

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you could be... by kiesersozai, literature

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you could be...

cascading beauty filling lullaby's in your eyes, i am a patient sick with envy, my lips touch yours and you say this isn't right, but if it isn't right, why do you want to kiss me. i couldn't sleep, i laid in bed through the midnight hours thinking of you, you would be the heroin in the nightmare of my life you would be so powerful, but you dont know your power, or is it u do? you couldn't see the secret messages in my eyes how the words stumble on my toungue and try to get out but they can't, they're stopped by the wall of confussion and disarray at the end of it all, i cant just say what i want, it doesn't work like that silenc

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fireflystarrs

Dec 8, 2004

DSA

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"Congratulations you have passed the car driving theory test" Woooo! Only the practical to go, in March, then Nick can be driving! Brmmmmmmmmmmm!

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fireflystarrs

Nov 28, 2004

JAGERMEISTER

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Yeh, I haven't left a journal entry about how I am in a long time. I felt like now was a good time to do so. My parents fucked off for 13 days to America, to stay at my Aunties villa they bought in Florida and to go see my mate and his mum who live in Texas. So yeh, they decided to leave me...not that I wanted to go. I've had the 'joys' of a free house. Although, my nan stayed over for a few days so that I would actually get up for school. Yeh, as much as I love her dearly, all she managed to do was make more mess for me to clear up. Recently I've discovered the greatest drink in the world. I've always wanted to try it but never got around

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fireflystarrs

Nov 17, 2004

Once again...from Bex!

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01 Using song names, spell out your name. Nectar (by Opeth) In the name of bleeding hearts (by Johnny Truant) California (by Mahumodo) Karma (by Opeth) 02 Have you ever had a song written about you? nah mans:( 03 What song makes you cry? To bid you farewell by Opeth can do 04 What song makes you happy? Enemy Within or Burning Angel by Arch Enemy. Something really fucking metally and easy to get into! 05 What do you like to listen to before bed? Depends on the mood, always have to end on a good song though! 06 Name a song by Coal Chamber: Er 'Loco'? Not that Coal Chamber are any good though 07 Who was / were your idol[s] when yo

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Bexyboo

Oct 18, 2005

you need to take some pictures...or write some poetry or OMGZ like...paint a pictue

I love you...more than ever, xxx

Bexyboo

Jun 3, 2005

I LOVE YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU x

Bexyboo

Mar 7, 2005

ok what the fuck? I wasnt supposed to post my journal entry....how did that happen?! MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

luff yew x

dumdedum...*yoink!*
Journal Entry: Wed Feb 9, 2005, 11:34 AM
PIKED!

Mood: tired
Listening to: Prophets

A - Accent: Bucks...apparently bucks have an accent! FREAK SHOW!
B - Breast size: don't take the piss....
C - Chore you hate: I dont "do" chores...but it wud have to be like...tidying up my huge pile of clothes...coz as a huge mass they r pretty heavy n like...effort to move.
D - Dad's name: Rob
E - Essential make-up item: Eyeliner...
F - Favorite perfume: Tommy Girl
G - Gold or silver: Silver!
H - Hometown: high wycombe, the ghetto
I - Insomnia: naah
J - Job title: umm///lay-about?
K - Kids: no?
L - Living arrangements: me and my dad in a house..
M - Mom's birthplace: um..Ireland I think
N - Number of pets you've had: had a canary...named archemedes...n a bugie named jasper...er...a dog called grenville ( we had WEIRD names) um.. about 5 hamsters...one was called gigsy...another snowy...umm..a cat called socks...and now 2 cats called joey n poppy. n probs some fish that died sometime...
O - Overnight hospital stays: um...1 or 2
R - Religious affiliation: dont have faith
S - Siblings: 1 sista, 18
T - Time you wake up: 8.05...cept weekends...which is like 1
U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn: purple...mahogany...er...pinky purple...thassit
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: i agree with holly, parsnips r poo.
W - Worst habit: er...too many..biting my lip! coz it hurts ...
X - X-rays you've had: 1? or 2..
Y - Yummy foods you make: anything and everything...cept not chocolate atm coz ive given it up, eeeeeep!
Z - Zodiac sign: cancer...yeh the crabby thingyjij...nice...ah to be a shellfish..

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Devious Information Current Age: 16 Current Residence: High Wycombe, pathetic excuse for a town.. Interests: Art, painting, drawing, photography, badminton! sleeping, eating (peas, chocolate mousse) hugs Favourite movie: Chicago, an all that JAZZ! umm...also From Hell Favourite band or musician: The Calling Favourite genre of music: Oldies but goodies! Favourite artist: Andy Warhol duhh! Favourite poet or writer: hmm....dnor really, i quite like that Seamus Heany guy Favourite photographer: on here? Mr Chris Operating System: Windows XP Wallpaper of choice: Alex Band!!! Skin of choice: my own thanku very much Favourite game: Poker, or roulette. Wow...young gambler Favourite cartoon character: donald duck Personal Quote: "awwww bless!" Tools of the Trade: Minolta Dynax super 505si, pencils? Devious Comments Deviant: ~TwilightChain (#114419711)
Date: Mar 3, 2005, 8:52:31 AM

YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started kissing right away!

toobadyourbeautiful

Feb 24, 2005

yo man! cheers for the fav! sat in IT listenin to AE you knowwww

Bexyboo

Jan 18, 2005

But Charlie....you already are